Of Vampires & Daisies
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All hope appears lost — with evil rampant in the Gothic-Punk world. The control of the vampires is almost complete, with governments, churches, charities — all under their domination.
But even in such a despairing and apathetic world there must be light: light enough to counter-balance the darkness. This light can be found in True Faith.
Among the most devoted to restoring humanity’s control over their destiny are the Church Knights. These mortal warriors of the Sword and the Word are blessed with Holy powers to give them a chance to change the world.
– Jamie Seidel, Church Knights: The Cainite Crusade
Sightings from The Catbird Seat
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Mind Control Slavery and the
New World Order
According to this extremely disturbing report, Monarch Program
mind-control survivors claim to have been used as high-tech slaves
by certain intelligence agencies and top-ranking politicians.
by Uri Dowbenko, Nexus Magazine
High-tech slavery is alive and well on planet Earth. Ever since World War II when the United States Government’s Project Paperclip sponsored the resettlement of about 2,000 high-level Nazis in the United States, the technology of mind-control programming has advanced rapidly.
“The Germans under the Nazi government began to do serious scientific research into trauma-based mind control,” write Fritz Springmeier and Cisco Wheeler in their book, The Illuminati Formula used to create an Undetectable Total Mind Controlled Slave. “Under the auspices of the Kaiser Wilhelm Medical Institute in Berlin, Josef Mengele conducted mind-control research on thousands of twins and thousands of other hapless victims.”
Mengele, known as “the Angel of Death”, was one of the approximately 900 military scientists and medical researchers secretly exfiltrated into the United States, where he continued his ‘research’ and trained others in the black arts of mind control. This work in behaviour manipulation was later incorporated into the CIA’s projects Bluebird and Artichoke which, in 1953, became the notorious MKULTRA.
The CIA claims that these programs were discontinued, but there is no credible evidence that “The Search for the Manchurian Candidate” (the title of the definitive book by John Marks) ever ceased. In fact, Captain John McCarthy, US Army Special Forces (Ret.), who ran CIA assassination teams out of Saigon during the Vietnam War, told his friend, LAPD whistleblower Mike Ruppert, that “MKULTRA is a CIA acronym that officially stands for ‘Manufacturing Killers Utilizing Lethal Tradecraft Requiring Assassinations'”.
Thus the CIA’s official obsession with producing programmed killers through the MKULTRA contained more than 149 sub-programs in fields ranging from biology, pharmacology, psychology to laser physics and ESP.
More recently, new evidence points to the continuous use of so-called trauma-based programming techniques to accomplish the same goal. This includes the deliberate induction of Multiple Personality Disorder (MPD) in involuntary human subjects – in essence, human guinea pigs.
MPD has been reclassified by the American Psychiatric Association as Dissociative Identity Disorder (DID). The psychiatrists’ bible, the Diagnostic and Statistical Manual (DSM-IV, p. 487), characterises it by:
A. The presence of two or more distinct personality states;
B. At least two of these identities or personality states recurrently take control of the person’s behaviour;
C. Inability to recall important personal information that is too extensive to be explained by ordinary forgetfulness;
D. The disturbance is not due to the direct physiological effects of a substance or a general medical condition.
No matter what name is assigned to the problem, however, to create this condition by conscious intent is an atrocity so depraved that trauma-based mind-control programming remains the de facto Secret Holocaust of the 20th century. Known as the Monarch Project, it has been verified and corroborated by numerous survivors like Cathy O’Brien, author of TranceFormation of America, Brice Taylor, author of Starshine, and K. Sullivan, author of MK….
The Franklin Cover-up, attorney John W. DeCamp’s groundbreaking book about high-level pedophilia, also describes the sordid details of Monarch. “Drugs are not the deepest level of government-sponsored evil,” he writes. “I think the lowest level of Hell is reserved for those who conjured up and carried out the ‘Monarch Project’. ‘Monarch’ refers to young people in America who were victims of mind-control experiments run either by US government agencies such as CIA or military intelligence agencies.”
DeCamp’s client, Monarch abuse survivor Paul Bonacci, has a story which parallels the victimology of O’Brien, Taylor and Sullivan – an extensive cross-corroboration of perpetrators and their methodology. It’s simply “the production of a horde of children in whom the soul is crushed, who would spy, whore, kill and commit suicide”, in the words of investigative reporter Anton Chaitkin, quoted by DeCamp in his book.
Recovering Monarch victims speak of ongoing trauma through “ritual abuse”, also known as “satanic ritual abuse” because of the identifiable iconography of a belief structure associated with Satanism or Luciferianism. By using drugs, hypnosis, torture and electroshock, the Monarch criminal perpetrators have produced new and succeeding generations of victims.
This is not science fiction, but science fact. MPD involves the creation of personality “alters”: alternative personalities or personality fragments which can be used for specific tasks – usually for illegal activities like delivering drugs or other black-market activities (mules), messages (couriers) or killings (assassins). These alters, or soul fragments, are segregated and compartmentalised within the victim’s mind by the repeated use of stun guns, drugs and hypnosis, which isolates the memories of their experiences.
An alter can be accessed by anyone who knows the “codes” or “triggers”. These triggers, which induce an altered or trance state in a programmed victim, can be anything including telephone tones, nursery rhymes, dialogue from certain movies or hand signals….
The mind-control programming, however, has not worked according to plan. In fact, the perpetrators, in their arrogance and hubris, never dreamed that their methods could fail. The retrieval of survivors’ photographic-like memories of actual abuse incidents, including images, sounds and smells, constitutes a major exposure of human rights abuses.
These victims bear witness to the secret atrocities of the so-called New World Order.
MORE ON ILLUMINATI MIND CONTROL
According to John Coleman, author of Conspirators Hierarchy: The Committee of 300: “…the Illuminati is very much alive and well in America… Since the Illuminati is also known as Satanism, it must follow that the CIA was controlled by a Satanist while Dulles had charge of it. The same holds true for George Bush [a member of the Order of Skull and Bones].
“Given the ghastly mind-control experiments constantly being conducted by the CIA, and its past connections to fiendish monsters like Dr Campbell and Dr Sidney Gottlieb, it does not take much to conclude that the CIA follows satanic roads,” Coleman concludes in his monograph, “Illuminati in America”.
With regards to “the brainwashing capabilities of the Tavistock Institute as well as US Department of Defense projects like the Advanced Research Project Agency”, Coleman writes that “…the bottom line of the projects is mind control as predicted by the book, The Technotronic Era, by Zbigniew Brzezinski.
“The project goes by the name ‘Monarch Program’ and it is a vast project involving not only the CIA but the Army, Air Force and Navy with all of their skills and vast resources.”
The horrific torture and sexual abuse of children, also called “satanic ritual abuse”, has been a key component in the creation of mind-controlled slaves.
Mind-control survivor K. Sullivan has written an astounding book called MK, a fictionalised account of her life, which describes the world of multiple personalities….
A programmed assassin and sex slave, Sullivan says she was abused and raped by Robert Maxwell, Henry Kissinger, George Bush and Billy Graham, among others. One of her controllers was deceased CIA operative James Jesus Angleton, who has been widely regarded as a KGB and Mossad asset.
In a recent interview, Sullivan spoke about her background as a “family-generational slave” to the elite and about her stepfather, now deceased, who was initially her primary programmer. His cover was a church-going, upstanding citizen, a professional mechanical and systems engineer with a curious interest in robotics.
“There were a number of people who trained, conditioned, then broke my will, broke my psyche and programmed me in different altered states,” she said in a recent interview. “My father was the one who did me the most. He did it through terror. He did it through torture. He was a very brilliant man, and he seemed to enjoy doing it to me and other children.”
Confirming that her father was “horribly abused as a child”, Sullivan added: “I know that for certain. His father was a Welsh Druid who had been sold as a child to a ship captain who brought him over to the US. At least that’s the mentality in my family, for slavery of children to be okay. I heard this from older family members. They’ve never denied it. But my grandfather was a covert Druid as well. I’m sure he brought the religion over with him. One of the things he would do is go to the graveyard near his house and dig up bodies, then take them into the basement and take them apart and have fun with them. And he also did rituals out in the woods sometimes at night. He would sacrifice babies. And I was exposed to that. So I’m sure my father was, too, which left him no other alternative but to become like his father.”
Her father also had CIA and NASA connections. “The CIA work seems to be rather covert. He worked for Western Electric and later on for AT&T,” Sullivan said. “I found out, since then, that Western Electric has had very strong CIA ties.
I have been able to go through some of his papers since his death in 1990, and I have found on his desk calendar for that year that he had several contacts with NASA. Since then I have remembered that there were several facilities that he took me to that were NASA facilities. The NASA connections seem to be directly connected to the Paperclip connection. The Nazis were brought into the country and then were integrated into the NASA structure after the war…
Sullivan said that she was used to sexually service both males and females in the Beta mode, and to do assassination, bodyguarding and intrusions in hostage situations in the Delta mode.
And what is Alpha, Beta, Delta and Theta programming?
“Alpha was the basis for all the other programs,” she continued. “It seems to be where a lot of information was stored in my memory, in my mind, that was used by programmers to develop the other programs. It’s where some of my more generic alter states were also stored. Beta was the sexual servicing part of me. They also sometimes called the alter state ‘Barbie’. It was supposed to be named after Klaus Barbie.” Like Barbie doll?
Survivors Cathy O’Brien and Brice Taylor were also subjected to Beta, or sex-slave, programming. They, like actress Marilyn Monroe, were called “presidential models”, mind-controlled slaves for the use of high-level politicians….
The calculated admixture of doing good and evil seems to be a hallmark of the Illuminati methodology. It’s as if they recognise, at a spiritual level, that all the horrible karma they create can be balanced by generous philanthropic gestures; for example, giving a billion dollars to the United Nations, or other feats of extraordinary compassion….
MORE BAD MEMORIES
And how did Ms Taylor first figure out she was suffering from MPD and that she was a programmed multiple?
“It started in 1985,” said Taylor. “I had a very serious car accident in which my head went through the windshield. I began to have memory flashes like a memory bleed-through from one alter to another. I think what occurred was I began having access to both sides of my brain. Before, with all the sophisticated programming, half my brain was shut away from me. Now the neuron pathways had opened up because of the accident. I know of other women who have also had memories come back.”
So a blow to the brain had broken up the programming?
“Exactly,” she said. “What happened is my memories began coming back. I was in school, working on my Master’s degree in psychology, when a flood of memories came back. I have a closet full of journals. I wrote down everything I was remembering. Once I got to a certain level, I had a lot of therapeutic support because, every time I’d start remembering, I’d want to hurt myself or kill myself. I lost control of my body in a car on the freeway in the fast lane one time as I was trying to really understand how programming worked. I was trying to understand from inside; a part of me was trying to explain programming to me, and I was on the freeway in the fast lane and I could not move my body. It was terrifying. These are the kinds of things I had to constantly fight.
“When I deprogrammed I literally spent two years in my bedroom, drinking coffee, just writing everything down,” she said. “They programmed me with perfect photographic memory. When memories came back, like the ones with Kissinger, I not only could hear his words and his voice, I could smell his cigar. I could smell his farts. I mean, I could hear and see as I remembered everything in my mind.”
THE SATANIC RITUAL MURDER CONNECTION
Missing children, sexual abuse of children and pedophilia around the world all point to the involvement of an organised network of high-level criminals who covertly control the legal system. Former FBI agent and private investigator Ted Gunderson agrees. He claims that “there’s a considerable overlap from various groups and organisations, but one of the driving forces is the satanic cult movement today”.
In his video, Satanism and the CIA’s International Trafficking of Children, Gunderson refers to the notorious black magician Aleister Crowley. “The Satanists have used his writings as a guide,” he says, referring to Crowley’s Magick in Theory and Practice.
In Chapter XII, “Of the Bloody Sacrifice” (p. 94), Crowley writes: “It would be unwise to condemn as irrational the practice of those savages who tear the heart and liver from an adversary and devour them while yet warm. In any case it was the theory of the ancient Magicians that any living being is a storehouse of energy, varying in quantity according to the size and health of the animal, and in quality according to its mental and moral character. At the death of the animal this energy is liberated suddenly.
“The animal should therefore be killed within the Circle [the satanic circle] or the Triangle, as the case may be, so that its energy cannot escape. An animal should be selected whose nature accords with that of the ceremony – thus by sacrificing a female lamb one would not obtain any appreciate quantity of the fierce energy useful to the Magician who was invoking Mars. In such a case a ram would be more suitable. And this ram should be virgin – the whole potential of its original total energy should not have been diminished in any way. For the highest spiritual working one must accordingly choose that victim which contains that greatest and purest force. A male child of perfect innocence and high intelligence is the most satisfactory and suitable victim.”
“We’re talking about human sacrifice here,” says Gunderson….
The Satanists, after all, follow Crowley’s injunction: “Do what thou wilt. That is the the law.” In other words, Satanists as gods themselves will decide what to do – bypassing God’s laws as well as the laws of men. It sounds like the modus operandi of the Illuminati.
Gunderson makes this further comment in his video: “In my estimation, there are over three million practising Satanists in America today. How did I come up with these figures? I have informants. For instance, in the South Bay area of Los Angeles with a population of 200,000, he told me there are 3,000 practising Satanists. That is where the well-known McMartin Preschool case took place. I have an informant in Lincoln, Nebraska. In Iowa City, Iowa, a town of 150,000 – 1,500 Satanists. It averages to about 1.5 per cent of the population.”
Gunderson asserts that “…50,000 to 60,000 individuals are sacrificed every year. There are about eight satanic holidays.”
The sick joke of it all? The FBI keeps a count of stolen or missing cars, but has yet to keep a tab on missing children in America….
FATAL JUSTICE REVISITED
Private investigator Ted L. Gunderson was dragged kicking and screaming into the netherworld of Satanism, child kidnapping, drug smuggling and other corruption.
Before he retired in 1979, Gunderson was the FBI Special Agent in Charge (SAC) in Los Angeles. He headed the FBI office, where he had 800 people under him and a yearly budget of over US$24 million. Since then, Gunderson’s role as a private investigator and security consultant has led him to expose CIA drug dealing, child kidnapping and trafficking, mind control, and satanic murder-for-hire groups.
He has also investigated many high-profile cases like the Dr Jeffrey McDonald case, the McMartin Preschool case, Nebraska’s Franklin Cover-up case, the Oklahoma City Bombing case, the Inslaw/Octopus case, and many other real-life criminal conspiracies.
“Shortly after my retirement, I was asked to investigate the Jeffrey R. McDonald case as a private investigator,” said Gunderson in a recent interview. “He’s a doctor who was convicted of murdering his wife and two children at Fort Bragg, North Carolina on February 17, 1970. I put in about 2,000 hours on the case. He had been convicted and sentenced to three consecutive life sentences. Much to my surprise, the evidence that I read, the information I developed…I’ve established beyond any question of a doubt that this man is absolutely innocent.”
Jerry Allen Potter, author of Fatal Justice, a powerful point-by-point refutation of Joe McGinnis’s cover-up book, Fatal Vision, agrees. His book exposes McGinnis’s best-seller as pure fiction.
Gunderson continued: “I obtained a signed confession from Helena Stokely, the girl in the floppy hat, for those who are familiar with the case. She said Dr McDonald did not commit these crimes. They were committed, she said ‘…by my satanic cult group. It was my initiation into the cult that night,’ she said.”
After a while, Gunderson realised that the McDonald case was a classic case of US Government crime and cover-up.
“She gave me detailed information about movements within the house. She told me she attempted to ride a rocking horse in the child’s bedroom that night, but she couldn’t ride it because the spring was broken. The only way she could have known that was to have been there that night.
“I submitted an 1100-plus page report in March 1981 to Judge William Webster, who was then the head of the FBI, with a personal letter to him and to the US Department of Justice. Much to my surprise, my 19 witnesses including Helena Stokely started calling me and telling me, ‘Hey Ted, they’re trying to get me to recant.’ And I’m telling myself, ‘That isn’t the responsibility of the FBI. The FBI is supposed to gather information, not destroy it.’
And that was my first clue that we had a serious problem in that case and in the other cases I handled. I noticed in each instance that evidence was destroyed, lost, stolen; that there were strong indications of corruption.
“So I asked myself, ‘What’s going on here?’ And over the years I started gathering materials. Up until about two years ago, I kept saying, ‘There’s a loose-knit network operating in this country, involving drugs, pedophilia, prostitution, corruption, etc. From my research, I’m convinced it’s much more serious. It’s much more than a loose-knit network. It is a conspiracy. And you know how the media goes after you when you use that ‘c’-word. And I’m going to prove it to you. By the way, this conspiracy involves pornography, drugs, pedophilia and organised child kidnapping.
“My ‘missing children’ lecture documents that the Finders, an organisation in Washington, DC, is a CIA front,” said Gunderson. “It’s a covert operation involved in international trafficking of children.”
He was referring to a US Customs Service report which states that the Finders case is to be closed because it is “an internal CIA matter”.
Gunderson added: “These people – the satanic movement in the world – have set up preschools for the purpose of getting their hands on our children. The parents drop them off at nine in the morning and pick them up at night.”
Far-fetched? Think again. In The Law Is For All, Aleister Crowley writes: “Moreover, the Beast 666 [Crowley’s reference to himself] adviseth that all children shall be accustomed from infancy to witness every type of sexual act, as also the process of birth, lest falsehood fog and mystery stupefy their minds whose error else might thwart and misdirect the growth of their subconscious system of self-symbolism.”
SPIRITUAL WARFARE AND SATANIC IMPERIALISM
Sexual abuse of children and horrific mind control technology may be tenets of ‘faith’ for the Satanist believer as well as the programmer. Or they may be symptomatic of a larger struggle on a cosmic scale. When you peer in the face of Absolute Evil, you cannot remain complacent….
Psychologist Erich Fromm, author of The Heart of Man, defines this struggle between Good and Evil as biophilia (the love of life) vs necrophilia (the love of death). “The necrophilous person is driven by the desire to transform the organic into the inorganic, to approach life mechanically as if all living persons were things,” he writes.
“The necrophilous person can relate to an object – a flower or a person – only if he possesses it; hence a threat to his possession is a threat to himself… He loves control and in the act of controlling he kills life… ‘Law and order’ for them are idols…”
In the end, it may be that spiritual warfare – or the clash of the absolutes – is the real reason why ritual abuse and high-tech mind control have been exposed. Satanic imperialism continues unabated, and the battle for planet Earth moves to the next stage….
Uri Dowbenko is CEO of New Improved Entertainment Corp. He can be reached by e-mail at <email@example.com>.
PAVLONIAN BEHAVIORALLY CONTROLLED AGENTS
By Rick Hyatt
You’ve asked me to send you a TXT file on Sleepers and, I take it, myself as a US Sleeper.
I note the news is finally starting to address Koreesh in Waco along with words like “Mind Control” and I hope here to point out that our country is not as crazy as it has seemed to be in the media.
I am sure many of my readers are confused, and full of divergent thoughts, for I at once write of Hawaiian corruption, murder, and their contact to foreign hostile intelligence, and yet of higher things, to include references to Pres. George W. Bush, and even of such esoteric things as “Sleepers,” behavioral psychology and Military Intelligence.
How can such divergent knowledge of such things exist in one person? A seemingly common person such as myself, who complains on the one hand, of having had his guns taken away by Hawaiian authorities who wish to have him institutionalized, so as to medically interrogate same. Of Hawaii Legislators who in ’91 passed a specific anti-gun related Waiver that allow such. And, oddly enough, how the such same two powerful State Legislators are whom I have run afoul of with intrusions into my own personal sexual life, and attempted murder and false investigations because of my having personally witnessed certain acts of theirs?
I make many claims, and my guess is that the average person cannot put all the divergent points together. I do not apologize for that, since my earliest training at adolescence included learning of basic Karate and the strategy of self-defense in Japan. From such Masters as Sensei’s Albert Church and Haiyashi Teruo, while in Sagami with my dad, an Army soldier.
I have been trained in extremes, so as to find a deeper middle. There are few who can comprehend this without experiencing training.
I also learned well myself while in the Army from many qualified soldiers. I have had the extreme fortune to also have been associated with, and be the servant of, another Master of his Craft, in the art of Intelligence, Mr. Bush.
I guess the simplest way to put it is this: Long ago, in 1974, I was spotted and recruited to be a USA “Sleeper.” Patterned after the KGB’s methodology, I was ordered, hypnotically, to try and hide my innermost secrets from those that would try all to lure such out of me, to include the FBI, and Hawaii State authorities, where I then lived. Then they sic’d them on me to see what they could find.
I now muse wryly in that the former does such from duty, and the later from insurgent political interest.
There is not much sense in going into the techniques, and methods of such, here, except to say that with them I was later programmed to remember some volumes of information. I could not “Access” this part of my mind, I was told, just like a computer’s RAM, and had always to check my “Internal date/clock.” And when, as long as certain events went off on schedule, to remember them, at first bit by bit.
One bit remembered was the command to spout it all to the world. Many things I’ve done have been such matters of timing. But one certain “Sub-routine” I would not run, no matter what, until the proper time came. I would know it when it did.
I was, of course, knowledgeable about computers, then.
The programming was quite professionally done in series of sessions, matters of negative association through surgical manipulation of nerve endings, and positive associations through controlled settings use of injected euphorics, hypnotism, psychology, and the in-depth personal knowledge of myself as the subject. Methods were used to make me make myself look quite unattractive to the average person.
Believe it or not, that’s why I eat garlic. And it works, believe me. And hold my posture in a funny way. Or look half-smilingly to the side at times, or seem very personally evasive, “Crazy,” radically right-wing, passive, or perverse. I also have natural acting talent.
I live an interesting if not demanding life, not knowing if any social contact at all is either one out to extract from me knowledge for detrimental reasons, or merely a friendly person. From duty, I treat them all the same, especially after experiencing attempts upon my life.
I live a quiet life: Yet I find the intrusiveness by local authorities to be of no end, non-career, emotions, personal privacy, family, home, parenthood, and especially marriage.
Part of it I put up with, because of my agreed-upon status as a “Test Subject.” Part of it I find to seem to come from foreign-based influence, and I really resent that. Hawaii State Government is already “Vietnamized,” with a monarchial socialist infrastructure already quite in place.
What really gets me is that while they would spend all that money to bankrupt our governments with many intrusive socialist programs, they are not even very effective, even when it comes to “Sleepers” like me.
The State could ID me, of course, from early on, but that was a matter of foreign contacts, I believe. I just can’t believe how these highly-paid “Mental Health Professionals” couldn’t tell the difference between someone crazy, and someone acting the part, with the assistance of hypnotic aids.
But that, again, is a typical bureaucratic employee…
Please bear in mind as I explain that to instruct subconsciously, one must use allegories, and associative material. Things that will “Stick” a long, long time.
Perhaps you remember that with Real Estate, the three most important words are “Location, location, location?” In mnemonics, and Pavlonian programming, the three words are emotional “Association, association, association.” This accredits why so much of what “Sleepers” do is taken and reported in news as if “Nuts,” or “Committable,” or plain not understandable by anyone else.
But with my hunting and military past, numbers such as 22, 38, 223… 357th Day of the year… Even such things as 66 and 99, for they look almost like German quotation marks, and I speak German – There are some quotes I was to make.
Or when you smell a certain perfume, or a flower, does not your own mind travel back in time??? For a targeted Postal Office Sleeper, perhaps it could be Zip Codes.
It explains how some one person, solitary or communal oriented, can keep to himself something secret, and then act upon it much later. Undetectable to anyone else. The more so if part of the programming involves shame, as when you figure I had an unneeded hernia surgery (to install painful negative associations), and was told one of my testicles had been sewn up too tight inside. Everytime I saw one of them higher than the other in the mirror, I remembered to keep the secret. Every time I felt a glitch there, I held myself against it for I also was told while under that they’d put booby-trapped microfilm encased in X-ray-proof material there. That they would keep the specialized tool to retrieve it handy, for my “Surgical checkup with the VA, in ten years.”
Based on that dire, classified secret, I tried going to the VA ten years later, and was obviously referred to their shrink, instead. This helped set up my real mission. Maybe you can see the exploitation of my dutiful nature. It’s not necessary a bad person to do these things.
One main duty, programmed in 1977, was to tell the world when the time came of the Three “Kings:” (3 is a very important mnemonic to me.) This came fully back to me after a near total eclipse visible mainly in Hawaii, (Long story, but the programming session had to do with “Pushing back the (evil) darkness,” “Silver lining,” “Points of Light.”
It brought back the session held in darkness under one large light...
1) To, in the long-term, identify (Ordered to read the local paper completely, daily, and take common jobs) the man who was trying to become King Of Hawaii (I believe to be Mafia “Godfather” Larry Mehau – He secretly owns the fishing boats bringing the Triad-Gang Banger ” Chinese Refugees” to Hawaii, as well as, I believe, Hawaiian Airlines, which the State is currently nationalizing in preparation for a Coup D’Etat. They have connections to Muslims, I believe.);
2) To tell previously classified details of KGB Chief Kryuchkov, trying to become King of the whole (Socialist) World, who had JFK killed as his first strike. Of his long-term known-to-become plans to include the disinformation of “Glasnost,” the dropping of our guard, the timing of at- tack over the Pacific, etc. The sabotage of our country and the infiltration of our political system and government. That JFK’s assassination and Kryuchkov’s plans had been approved by the Soviets only after the world-wide humiliation of Kruchev during the Cuban Missle Crisis, and that we would not repeat such if he were quietly extradited to the US.
3) And in wry humor designed to get attention, of “The King of the Jews (businessmen),” the man who had programmed me, and would later be going to “The Hill.”
There was a complete session regarding chapters of the Bible, verses, how to conduct myself (2 Peter), that I would become a “Fisher of Men, etc.” “Simon, simple Simon,” and Peter Simon, who wouldn’t “Crow” for 3 years… Simon who carried His Cross, and the “Needle in the haystack of threes,” Nov. 3, 1993.
It gave the world every reason it needed to write me off as a “Kook,” and yet for those of KGB socialist influence to take special note of me. I am also “Bait,” a “Dangle.” Hawaiian officials bit, big time.
One key mnemonic reminder involved is a nursery book provided me a while back, “The Three Kings.” There are three stories. Upon reading it, I flashed back heavily on what I’d been told long before, and each story’s duty. There is the soldier who proves himself to be one of the “King’s own men” and gets unlocked from the “Testing room” by painting himself with “Red Ink.” The “Nutty Squirrel” who unties the King from the two thieves. And, the King’s greatest wish, to “Ring the Bell,” and warn the “Sleeping townsfolk” to the “Growing fire” in “The City on the Hill.”
Biblically, I also remembered the “Two thieves with Him on the Hill, as Edwin Meese III, and James Baker III.”
“I’ll remember YOU, when I come unto my Kingly Power!” He’d said, referring to Baker III. Baker was a KGB plant.
Remembering a real, live meeting with Meese at a Frankfurt bar in 1977, where my boss’s cover name was let slip. I guess on purpose, so I’d remember it, and what evil-minded Meese thought I and fellow NCO were to him.
I would carry “His Cross to the Hill,” of course, but it was not until later that it was combined with such dates as Palm Sunday, Passover, and Easter, along with the proper constellation of key numbers as provided by my desktop calendar.
But, in any rate, I now shudder to think that we all may well be forced to go to doctors not of our own choosing, with Clinton – And Hwn. Gov. Waihee’s – Socialist Health Control – Mental Health Control – Bypassing of due process for the politically incorrect – Taking our effectual means to resist, our guns – Taxation beyond Socialism – And to boot, the American Psychological Association’s pressing of homosexuality into acceptance – You need lots of spies to keep tabs of the citizens in a totalitarian government – And homosexuals, dire actors of their true sexuality since adolescence, make the BEST SPIES! For the wrong side.
Do note that Russia ruthlessly eliminates them from their own society, and has instead a KGB Political Officer in every work place. Here, they want more queers. I was told of “The Male Box,” a gay bar in Alexandria, where the KGB first turned some CIA Officers and infiltrated high offices. That operative, Leo Koury, bombed some competing gay bars and I was told fled to Maui, where it was suggested I go to as leaving the Army. I spotted and reported him long ago, but nothing seemed to have happened.
Of course, if our society were to eliminate or incarcerate, or psychologically recondition everyone who even was a bit different, or gifted, they you will have given the Other Side what they want, anyway. Totalitarianism. Still, one shouldn’t let weasels guard the chicken coop, either.
Such Police State would provide that very overwhelming centralization of power and knowledge that makes the investigation, in-depth knowledge of, and behavioral control over such Sleepers as myself so possible, to begin with. I was spotted through FBI computers because I was listed as having foiled a S&L robbery by fooling the robber into thinking I was helping him, but couldn’t get the safe open. My own natural acting ability so fooled everyone, that at first, I became a suspect, especially because, when the cops didn’t come quickly like they were supposed to, I chased the man down several blocks until a big, black Marine helped me subdue him. Everyone at first thought I was part of the theft.
I remark wryly that the responding HPD patrolman stopped only when I flagged him, and when he drew his revolver, he dropped it, and it skidded to me. I picked it up, and handed it back to him, in spite of his screaming to not touch it. I thought he should have it back and couldn’t imagine just leaving it on the ground. The HPD tried to cover it up, but the whole issue, proven by hard evidence, made FBI computer record, and led to my spotting and recruitment.
Recruitment was arranged is a special way, since the whole thing had to be similar to the KGB’s MO, without my own real knowledge.
I unexpectedly lost my job, after having been warned not to go near the “Bishop, Rewald, Dillingham, and Wong” offices of Honolulu, by a Chinese coworker in EDP Sales at my work place, First Hawaiian Bank. I understand an Executive Order was used to “Draft” me. I did not know for what I was being recruited – I thought it was a “Job Interview” – And from the first few words and the watch, I had been “Under,” anyway, hypnosis.
This was right after Clyde Lee Conrad had been detected as infiltrating the US Army, and I take it for what I was subsequently utilized. It was later suggested that I join the US Army, a proud family tradition, anyway. I smile, now, to think of for what rubbish the KGB paid a million dollars for over ten years.
Besides, how else could the US Govt. see how the Other Side was doing it without doing it themselves? Prior to my “Interview” for this “New Job” I had been quietly tested for proclivity to hypnotic command. At least 90% of all people are, to some extent. I, however, rank in the top 10% of the most susceptible. Unfortunately, my category includes the lingual gifted, and other talents.
I was ordered to remember things… So many things… Nothing had to make sense, I just had to remember them… Like a dumb camcorder.
The first sessions had to do with Pavlonian body responses. These deep-brain responses were later used as part of my long-term legend, or “Cover,” and other things.
For example, I was asked how well I could endure pain – Remember my Karate training (But any deep ideology could have been used) – And an association was cemented between the smell of propane or certain soaps and an extreme burning-itching upon my belly skin (“Industrial strength itching powder” was used) And the suggestion that such also was an aphrodisiac, a “Chemical relative of Spanish Fly.”
Without the specific introduction into my environment of that odor, I would not react. But I can tell you of excruciating times when I felt I was on fire! And doctors couldn’t find any skin rash nor cause…
Much later, I ran into a foreign immigrant woman who kept herself in my face. I had no friends nor girlfriends since my reputation had been destroyed by innuedo (“He’s a ‘Narc'”) and leaks by the MPD. And in conjunction with a certain phase of the moon (Remember how well they can know you if they have resources, or can infiltrate those resources), as well as having been given a mood-altering prescription of Prednisone by my Health Care Doctor… She came to my place, and turned on the propane stove. All four burners, and didn’t light it. And then just stood there, waiting, I guess, for me to have my Pavlonian reaction.
I note this especially, because the first time she did that, the tank happened to be empty, and I didn’t respond as she’d wanted. Someone just “Happened” to bring by another full tank of propane the next day, and she called to come again the midnight after, married woman or not.
Then it happened, all right, and I was jailed that next morning. She tried to bail me out, but the Hawaiian Judge wouldn’t drop the bail until someone approached him in his chambers with an envelope. She called me on the phone, each day, a male voice in the background, until I agreed to see her, again. Charges were not dropped by the State (One must remember the unending “Sexual Abuse” media hype targeted at males.) until we both went to the Prosecutor’s, and even then, dismissed “Without Prejudice.” That meant I was forced by the State of Hawaii to marry her. She said so at a friend’s house, filming it, or she would see me put in prison for twenty years, the newly required (Totalitarian) mandatory sentencing laws of the time.
Funny, isn’t it, how individual Freedom is ALWAYS the casualty with those who run, not serve, our government…
So. Suddenly I find that this illiterate woman who speaks gobbledygook is not just some simplistic heart-bent woman, but… Each time she talks, I get dazed… I subconsciously think of past sessions where it had been suggested to me that certain foreigners, women, who talked like that made one sleepy, and it put one in a daze…
That only beer could quench thirst… And each pop of the top had that same effect… But only Lite Beer… 24 of them, each day… Many things were self-perpetuative.
She ran my life for many years. I was just a zombie. Kept me from physical fitness, and outdoor hobbies. Made me into a “House daddy.” I found I could only get “Jobs” where she had suggested I go to work, and then I would detect the same cops pretending to be co-workers, and such… Some of them tried to befriend me and get me to talk about classified things, or about Mr. Bush. Or to incriminate myself.
Her every criticism, most importantly, reinforced the female side of my personality, (Making me seize up a particular back muscle, accentuating my hernia pain) dominating the male side of my personality, under which influence all the long-term secrets were kept. I’d been told that hypnotism “Separated the brain halves” as if a deep, deep ocean. I wonder if they knew that the pressure made me more silent.
Watch “The Manchurian Candidate,” and you, too, will opt for the return of traditional male dominance in society. You know they only let this film come out recently? Certain films were also mnenonics for me, especially one with Reagan. Or, “The Great Giakamo,” by Danny Kaye, where the hero is “Snapped” in/out of heroism/cowardice? (“Giakamo” is a take- off on “Diakamo,” Filipino for “I dunno.”)
(Just for later reference, I mention the legend of St. Philomena, and of her three symbols.)
Finally, a certain date came to pass. I had been waiting for it in any event, all for the oddest reasons. It was the tenth anniversary of my ETS from the US Army, of course, and I expected something important to happen then. (October 21st and 28th, 1977.) I’d waited for that date, the way I’d waited eons for my father to return to our divorced home, as a child. (You can see the psychological exploitation?)
I’d expected, “Good-naturedly” for this marriage with her, and the social stigma, and her ignorance, to improve as time went by, too. People would understand, I thought, finally, but they never did. Hawaiians are very racist.
But when that date did come, I started having flashbacks. (Drug-induced trauma.) Part of them were prompted by things I’d see on the media. Of all unbelievable things, my “Programmer” boss as now often on TV, but with a different name. Things, like the use of cover names in the past, started to make sense. Hints given me back then came back with meaning. Why they called him “Director,” but yet there was another man who had his office space in Munich… Why Mr. Meese was at that Frankfurt bar that evening...
My boss was Director, all right – Higher up!
After the Primaries, the first three years were a matter of flashbacks. Remembering things, and not being able to understand much what to do with them. Trying to put them in chronological order. Some simplistic ones made sense, like, to put what I remembered into a “Script,” a “Play” of sorts. Much like “The Producers,” by Mel Brooks, I was to write a play about a playwright writing a play…
Putting who said what, where. The words, exactly, as if I were a video tape machine. My emotions felt. What the lighting was, doors open or shut, venetian blinds, which room of the Consulate we were in, every detail!
At first, other things were confusing, as it was all a rush of as-if-fast-forward video replay, but with no audio-sense. Yet an overwhelming sense of dire duty!
But deeper undercurrent things WOULD make sense, like where we stood when things were said. For where we stood in the offices corresponded to a circular calendar of sorts.
Imagine, if you will, a large room with a circle drawn inside of it. Then, imagine the marks of the hours drawn upon it, and you have the twelve months of the year. For security, you invert it, and go counterclockwise.
Another mnemonic reminder that you are in Counter-Intelligence…
So depending upon what month it is, what was said to you when you stood THERE, and other background reminders (The paper reports that Passover is started – You remember standing THERE, where it was spoken of “Passing over – And the rest comes: …to the real world of the living – Not of the “Dead,” the “Spooks,” the deep cover… No, time to come forth… No more “Mr. Riddler” of Batman fame with the crooked spine…)
Time for the “Dumb Ass” to “Carry Him” to the “Holy City.” Where “He” would “Surely Be Cruxified,” but would “Arise Again.” To “Spring forward, not fall back.”
Another main mission, to just come to, on time.
Time to act upon it. Just as in the Soviet 30-year plans, where some timings are QUITE predicable if you have a spy in the right place, certain current events happen just as you do. Certain faces are on TV, and certain words are spoken from your TV set… A certain color tie worn… And this takes agents in the media, guess what?
You ask how the right year, over a decade after the programming, is derived – The year I turned 38 was the year I started remembering and putting together the most vital things. But controls are built into the matter, too, as in Mr. Bush coming to Hawaii on December 7th. You’ll remember his “Accidental” mentioning it as “September 7th?”
Unless he’d made President, as he’d been asked prior to 1977, and unless this and that… I would never have understood my rambling flashbacks. I never would have “Had Permission” to open a certain door in my memory of the Consulate office, and went in to stand there and remember being told things… My role, my mission, my duty, etc…
That is how it works.
I guess I should unload a bombshell upon you: What is another central mission, I am sure you must want to know?
Other than to survive, and the remembering of many detailed things, such as to “Warn the world to the impending darkness…” Of the known-to-be spydom infiltration of our intelligence services, for example. The encroaching darkness of totalitarianism from within… The known-to-be military infiltration of drugs by class, region, and type… Destruction of our historical values… The mass acts of sabotage, and the countermeasures… How the Voyager satellite will transmit back to Earth whose fault it was forever, if the Russians don’t make good their Big Lie promises of “Glasnost.” What Breznev told the Western Doctors…
Would you believe me if I told you that WE burned Yellowstone first, so that they couldn’t burn it all? “Nature’s Laboratory?” They see the American symbol as the tree. That the SS Valdez was OUR doing, so as to mobilize resources for the numerous others they had coming? Probably not, but I don’t care.
I won’t even go into LA Spatnatz-led gangs, or how earthquakes can be man-made… About airliners… Plans of plutonium dust in luggage over New York… About the Berlin Wall to come down, and why IOWA-class boats had been targeted by them because of their Pacific plans… But that the Navy hadn’t paid any attention to the CIA’s warnings (They left Hartwig and Truit alone after I wrote Sen. Inouye with the ingredients of the sabotage ingredients.) How an entire Hollywood horror comedy movie could have been scripted with the encyrpted most secret of CI counter plans in association/mnemonics, hiding them in plain sight… Away from the saves and known targets of their agents. That he would run one term, but like George Washington, not a second.
No, I have learned well, that most people, let alone the media, simply cannot handle things too much out of their own little worlds… I do not risk telling, any longer, things that put me in a plane of the “Those so committed that they should be committed…” Unbelievably, most Americans no longer are able to understand that their close-mindedness now resembles how they think, and commit to institutions those of nonconformist thought, in Russia.
But I know my own realities: No one can tell me that I didn’t wake up, one day, at work in a foreign safehouse where I was the US Army Representative, with a band-aid in my elbow, and the illogical fear of having become – Quite impossible – A drug addict? (A parting suggestion…)
Not being able to remember the afternoon, the lunch, the morning? The panic therefrom? The desire to work harder or better, or something! But to NEVER let THAT happen, again, whatever that was!
But the suppressed subconscious not letting on a clue…
I can finally tell the next-level layer story: That certain “Security Breaches” (’76) were arraigned, as if I were cause for them, while there in Germany, so that I would have the “Legend” of being a foreign-influenced infiltrator into the US Army. Ordered to shred SECRET material, for example, and hand over a special key. This followed me here to Maui, (’79) where I’d been programmed to live a beachbum life, and couldn’t understand on a conscious level why there was so much authoritative attention paid to me.
The druggies hated and suspected me for they thought I was a “Narc,” as leaked by the MPD. The cops had their hot FBI copies on me, and being totally non-independent of thought, swallowed them whole. The girls were told I was a pervert, and to top it off, I was just a loner by nature, anyway. By training, I was obviously a secret-keeper, so never let on, nor tried to give out about my Intel past, for the basic classified things I’d been entrusted with.
But my real, final, long-term mission? Being a gun-lover, I was notched on “38.” It had been suggested to me that, like my dad, I should have one, one day. I bought one, found the cops tampered with it when I registered it. They fired it, and kept the slugs. All kinds of bad things happened after I had it.
My 38th birthday, I was asked to the MPD station to apply for a Police Aide job. This was important, for my birthday was the third day before X-mas, and “X” is another important mnemonic for me. There is eXodus (As in the splitting of the waters, or the splitting open of one’s deep, deep, mind by “Moses”) President NiXon, eXit, X marks the spot, crossroad, Biblical references, all kinds of things that tie together. I had even been ordered to misspell words with “X” in them, so as not to stumble upon the mnenonic prematurely. “Excercise.”
On and on went the duplicity, sometimes driving me nearly wacko. Yet I am sure that I was much more sane in behavior, and a better behaved citizen than most. The cops simply looked the other way when I put out fires before the Fire Department arrived, or gave CPR to a near-dead neighbor because the ambulance had a dead battery, and couldn’t come. Since it didn’t fit into their accepted picture of me as re- ported to them, and since MPD personnel are picked for their non-independent ways of thinking, nothing ever got better.
So it was a double life of being a Good Guy, no matter what the world thought of me.
But then, for whatever reason, maybe at the suggestion of the FBI Quantico types, the Maui Police Department came to my door one day, suggesting that the above job was open, and to come out and talk about it. They then seized all guns in my house, and started a long legal attempt to have me “Examined,” or institutionalized without publicity.
You may say to yourself, “Well and good,” except that their ability to do so is such that anyone who has been subject to hypnosis at all, even anti-smoking or anti-fat programming could be next… You, too, or the rest of the 90% of the susceptible population. On the Police Chief’s own criteria… Or anyone with nonconformist ideas…
I had committed no other crime, mind you, except that of incorrect racial extraction, and maybe that of trying to stay alive and protect my family, or steady streams of written outbursts about local corruption, murder and drug rackets. (And I do this in the service of my own country.)
MY OWN MISSION: In spite of their countless sums of money spent upon me to determine and perhaps neutralize it?
Was to engage them in precisely that behavior they so obediently jumped at. I was to act suspicious until they couldn’t stop themselves, any more, and did what the MPD was famous for: Falsification of evidence; Ignoring legitimate complaints if directed against certain political powers.
I engaged their known “Sleeper Law,” a definite violation of the US Constitution, but one that couldn’t be acted upon until brought to court. But since they never had and they wouldn’t charge anyone with it, it could only be seen as being kept ready until social conditions waxed right for its use as a governmentally transmuting mechanism towards totalitarianism.
You know, “…A law long on the books, but rarely enforced is now being…” Would be the media hype.
It is a precursor to governmental determination of “Political correctness,” and especially targeted at gun owners, conservatives and Republicans. (Of the 51 Legislators we have only 4 are of the opposing Republican party. The party in power counts the ballots.)
It is a precursor to “Mind Control” and the seizure of all guns from the politically opposing. They take “Keep and Bear Arms” and semanticize that “Keep” means not “To own,” but that you have to KEEP it locked up. As well as your divergent, independent, thoughts on the matter, too.
Long ago silently implanted here by agents of influence, based upon utopian, communal (Local-oriented), “Good idea” nurturing themes, here in the most Socialist State of Hawaii, “Domino #2,” or Vietnam #2, whatever.
My (subconscious) mission was to see if they would charge me with it, in temptation of taking advantage of the subsequent bodily and mental invasions, in order to get at what they figured I knew. Yet to then present to the Court some very heavyweight Constitutional ideas given to me to give to them. I unfortunately cannot take credit myself for being such a legal Constitutional expert.
And then to see whether the Hawaii Judiciary would act upon the Constitutionality of these ideals, or would go the expeditious route, that of increasing centralization towards the One Party Concept. (Strike the law, or go the other direction with my own institutionalization.) Mind you, their moves to go one way or the other could be predicable in advance: January 17th, 1993 (100th anniversary of monarchial overthrow) was surely to be exploited as a anti-US sentiment. And, indeed, was, as known by the CIA through KGB infiltration of their longer-term, overall, plans over the Pacific.
I go further to say that the Bishop Estate will soon be merged with the State government, and legalized by Waihee’s new picked Supreme Court Justices. They are now nationalizing the Insurance and Airline businesses, and all other power bases and government structures are very, very, centralized. A new Socialist Monarchy, free of US influence, free to be the “Geneva of the Pacific” (They think) but dependent upon a major act of sabotage on the US mainland that cripples the US government. We almost had that, with the Trade Center bombings, but there is certainly more to come from Kryuchkov.
(You won’t believe me that it was known in advance that the Berlin Wall would come down, right? “Glasnost,” “Capitalist economy,” August 18th – 28th, 1991, etc.? Yet one thing provided long ago as a reference mark was the issue textbooks provided me in Defense Language Institute training in ’75 – The first chapter is a practice dialogue held at the Brandenburger Tor, an impossibility at the time, but scripted on purpose for later reference. I also was told that monarchial empire-building has started in Hawaii in ’74, a matter of consolidating State revenues in Hawaiian banks.)
So I have proved, litmus-tested, that the checks-and-balances in Hawaiian government have gone sour. There is no democracy here. Only a thin veneer of it, and worse, Waihee and an agent named Lewin now keeps providing to Clinton, “Great Socialist Examples” of Health Care, takeover of the family and personal life by every department of the government, communal vs. independent thought, “Political cleansing,” the anti-gun measures, NATURALLY HIGHER TAXES TO SOAK ANYONE NOT ALREADY ON WELFARE, gender-blending, ruination of historical American mores and education, etc..
One important thing I was keyed to look out for, the military-use combat expansion of the Kahului Airport, is the worst thing: It allows fully-loaded shock troop transports to arrive here undetected from Hong Kong until the last mo- ment. Hawaiian government is pushing it through. LA, as you can see, is to be next beachhead after that.
The other reason national Health Care is being pushed – Paying for massive, long-term, medical care for millions of badly wounded or dying people will bankrupt us completely, and they know it. As soon as we have national HC, this will become the decade of major acts of mass terrorism.
The truth of the Health Care business is that Hawaii has had very high economic growth for the last decade because of simple demographics and its location in the Pacific, and so has been able to afford such expensive and wasteful programs. This also, predicable long ago by economic analysts. It is a grand lie that the US could support HC now without either bankrupting us, or becoming socialist in scope. Notice that Tipper Gore has just added “Mental Care” to it all?
If it comes to overt war in the Pacific, the Hawaiian people, in their own putrid allowing of this to happen, have said which side they would prefer to be on. They have made their democratic decision, for even in a democracy, one must fight to keep one’s rights, and not be complacent, corrupt, self-serving or traitorous.
The most interesting aspect of it all is that while the Hawaii State oligarchic “Powers Who Be” think they have the behavioral handle on the whole thing because of what they believe to be sexually incriminating material on high-level au- thorities…
They are wrong.
I was there when certain videos were made, and others were talked about. I am sure that soon, Localist authorities will have hair in their palms for what they thought to be the reins of absolute control. Not for ideological, political or esoteric cultural reasons, as they would have us all wish – But for pure personal power, in their own fingers, for their own self-serving purposes, and Monarchial ends. With “Ideology,” “Concern,” utopic “Good ideas” as the pabulum for the masses.
It’s fun, in a way, to watch them do what they do, so self-confident that they have the blackmail goodies on the President and the Cabinet. It’s what they thought they had on Mr. Bush, too. I’ll be glad to watch their house of cards blow in the wind.
Now, does this little wrap-up of nearly 20 years come close to doing the job?
I tell this to you, and give you encouragement to spread it out, for it will do societal good, my job. Because, based upon clustering of mnemonics based upon dates, holidays, events passed, clues passed on by what I analyze to be credible sources, and finally, current events, I feel it correct to do what I now do and expose the whole methodology now; again my eventual mission. To “Pass over…”
Just keep one thing in mind: I’m a US Sleeper, a mirror-study. What of the thousands before me who have unbalanced US government to the Left and dismantled the Constitution in the last decades since JFK, Kryuchkov’s first assassination of a strong leader? I, unlike them, am not going to blow my own head off to avoid debriefing, nor burn myself up with all the physical evidence. Since I prove in vivo that it can be done, and is being done, what then must be done about the unbalance, the damage done to the Bill of Rights, our country, and our government?
If nothing else, the handle on all forms of tyranny at all can be grasped by all through that bottom line: You pay, or don’t pay, the taxes. Democracy was born, Freedom itself won, was by the overthrow of the tyranny of an unfair government. Make real threats about it.
Of course, it would be a real man’s job… To be true, brave, patriots like Patrick Henry… The limp-wristed, nor the weaker of either sex, need not apply.
And, one should be able to identify and sort out most of their agents by their expounded themes and methodology, now knowing the direction of their ultimate goal.
So you see, some of our professional administrators in government are good, decent, and quite capable officials. And our country is a good one, certainly one good enough that someone would wish to take it from us.
May God Bless America.
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Lyrics by Natasha Bedingfield
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I am unwritten, can’t read my mind, I’m undefined
I’m just beginning, the pen’s in my hand, ending unplanned
Staring at the blank page before you
Open up the dirty window
Let the sun illuminate the words that you could not find
Reaching for something in the distance
So close you can almost taste it
Release your innovations
Feel the rain on your skin
No one else can feel it for you
Only you can let it in
No one else, no one else
Can speak the words on your lips
Drench yourself in words unspoken
Live your life with arms wide open
Today is where your book begins
The rest is still unwritten
Oh, oh, oh
I break tradition, sometimes my tries, are outside the lines
We’ve been conditioned to not make mistakes, but I can’t live that way
Staring at the blank page before you
Open up the dirty window
Let the sun illuminate the words that you could not find
Reaching for something in the distance
So close you can almost taste it
Release your inner visions
Feel the rain on your skin
No one else can feel it for you
Only you can let it in
No one else, no one else
Can speak the words on your lips
Drench yourself in words unspoken
Live your life with arms wide open
Today is where your book begins…
For more regarding Mind Control victims, see
North American Freedom Foundation
For more Blood-Sucking Vampires
AIG: The Un-American Insurance Group
Allied World Assurance
An Octopus Named Wackenhut
The Biotech Birds
Birds in the Lobby
Birds on the Power Lines
The Blackstone Group
The Carlyle Group
The Chubb Group
Crouching Dragons ~ Hidden Rats
Dirty Gold in Goldman Sachs
Dirty Money, Dirty Politics & Bishop Estate
EG&G: Down the Rabbit-Hole
Flying High in Hawaii
Heavens and Earth
The Kissinger of Death
Marsh & McLennan: The Marsh Birds
The Nuclear Nests
Parrots in the News Room
Social Security: The World’s Biggest Nest Egg
The Rand Corporation
The Great Nest Egg Robberiess
The American Red Double-Cross
The Eagle Hooded
The Indonesian Connection
The Nests of Osama bin Laden
The Nuclear Nests
The Puna Connection
RICO in Paradise
The Secret Nests
The Sinking of the Ehime Maru
The Stephen Friedman Flock
The Story of Enron
The Strange Saga of BCCI
The United Defense Industries Matrix
Thorns in the Rose Garden
Uncle Sam’s Guinea Pigs
The World’s Greatest Greed
The Xerox Conspiracy
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